The power of prayer in your daily life

Now, anyone that truly knows me. Knows that I use to be the most pessimistic person on the planet. I used to focus on the bad instead of the good. I used to think of the most terrible things and guess what these things would actually happen. You want to know why? It’s called the power of manifestation. You manifest your thoughts and your future. It’s called the power of thought! 

Now every time I have terrible thoughts I immediately asked God to remove any negative vibes or feelings that are not suiting me and he does! Every time you judge someone for their ways you can find yourself in the same situation a couple years later. It’s also called karma because God doesn’t put up with judging others because you have zero right. 

Ever since I chose to dedicate my life to God and Jesus I have never been more happy in my life. I don’t have the temptation to go back to my old life because the old me has died and I'm addicted to this beautiful change. It reminds me of the song Beautiful addiction by NF because that’s me now and I'm completely done being selfish. I have found my purpose and I want you to find yours. This is my purpose serving God and helping those who need guidance. That’s exactly why I am writing this book! Not because I want attention! I need to do what God is calling me to do! Jesus is the real legacy here. That’s why I love the song by Casting crowns called Only Jesus.

You will understand what I mean once you embrace your purpose with faith, courage and strength. God always support you no matter what when he knows you are living up to his expectations. 

This doesn’t mean you have to stress about being perfect because no one is perfect! Including myself! Everyone messes up all the time! But don’t continuously make those mistakes, but also don’t be too hard on yourself because  God loves you no matter what!  Don’t stress yourself out for no reason! I do this all the time so what I do is pray about it! When I’m confused I always ask myself What would Jesus do? 

The day I decided to change was when I was addicted to cigarettes and drugs. I was spending all my money on things that were literally killing me! This is exactly what the devil wanted. Well I didn’t want COPD and congestive heart failure!  Now if you smoke cigarettes this doesn’t make you a bad person but don’t allow yourself to be a slave to addiction. See, I'm not going to be a hypocrite about the situation because I’m still addicted to nicotine but I use a pen to help me. One day I will have the power to quit! I believe in myself and will continue to have faith. 

I was having all these signs that kept popping up out of nowhere. I had a job interview  and they were super friendly and sweet. But the thing was I wasn’t happy! This didn’t feel right. I just felt like I needed to move back home and live with my dad. But I kept ignoring my gut feeling because I wanted to make everyone else happy. I was tired of feeling like a bum that didn’t know what she was doing with her life. Now I let God show me the way! I cried and prayed about it! 

Later on that night I went to Walmart to buy some things that I needed to get for my new job. I felt weird about the whole situation. When I went to self-checkout my total was exactly $44.44 my mind was blown! Let me remind you I just grabbed a bunch of random stuff. I saw this number because my angels were reaching out to me letting me know all was well and to have faith! 

My close friends that I believe God blessed me with, invited me over and we hung out and was having a great time! All of a sudden my younger sister called me and blew up my phone! She told me her boss wanted to hire me in Salem! So I finally had a chance to move back home! This was the answer to my prayers I felt it in my heart. But I kept letting my inner demons get to me. But enough was enough I was going to do what I was called to do! I looked at the clock and saw 9:11 that was my  confirmation number and then my favorite song started playing so that was a double confirmation so I didn’t hesitate I said yes immediately. This is when my life changed for the best. 

Now like I said this wasn’t easy. I was terrified. I cried so many tears because I had to leave my dog with my mom and he is my child but I had no choice!  I also had to leave my mother's boyfriend and his son! This was seriously so hard on me but I was done being selfish and I know my they all needed Bandit more than me! 

Well guess what!? God knew this and my dad had gotten a puppy named Daisy as soon as I moved in! See God knew I needed a dog at my dad's house too! And she is so sweet and loving! I mean no other dog compares to Bandit he is literally one of a kind! But this dog daisy helped the pain of missing Bandit and everyone else and I can’t thank God enough for that! 

My mother's boyfriend is also a blessing in disguise. He doesn’t realize how amazing he truly is and this kills me! He works so hard for his sweet son and the rest of his family and his heart is so big!  I swear I love him like my own dad. He helped my mother get away from her addiction and he never gave up on her! The thing is he is so hard on himself but I know he is always protected by God and so is his family! He is brutally honest and it’s because he has to be! He will tell you like it is! Even when you don’t want to hear it and that that’s what I love the most about him. He always listened to me and never gave up on me either and took in his own family to support them. Now, that’s truly amazing!

So, you see when you have no idea what you’re doing and you’re not happy call on God and he will always show you the way I promise! Just look out for the signs! Once you forgive, let God show you, look out for the signs and pray! and literally let him take the wheel. You will not regret it and push all your fears away. You will be reborn again with the holy spirit in your heart. 

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